My Own Hell

by Still Alive

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Recorded at Atlas Studios by master Justin Yates.

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released 02 July 2013

Justin Yates - Recording & Mixing
Collin Jordan - Mastering
Jason Abraham Smith - Art & Design

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Track Name: Reach For The Sky
WAKE UP PICK YOURSELF OFF THE GROUND.
THE SOUND OF DISSONANCE IS HEARD ALL AROUND
WE'VE BEEN ASSAULTED, MISLED, WE'VE BEEN ROBBED
THE STORM IS COMING, IT CAN'T BE STOPPED
REACH FOR THE SKY, ON THE HOOK TIL THE DAY WE DIE
ALL POLITICIANS ARE GLORIFIED THIEVES
PUT ON A SHOW JUST TO KEEP US ON OUR KNEES
BUT WE'RE SO WILLING
GET OUT OF LINE, NO MORE FOLLOWING BLIND
Track Name: My Own Hell
IT'S I AGAINST I, I'M FIGHTING ALL THE TIME
MY MIND IS INFECTED, SO LOST AND DISCONNECTED
THE WARM EMBRACE, MY DARKNESS CREEPS IN
BUT I NEED TO COME TO GRIPS, ONE LIFE ONE CHANCE, THATS ALL WE ALL GET
IT'S UP TO ME TO BREAK THIS SPELL CAUSE I'M LIVING IN MY OWN HELL
NOW I'M BEING HELD HOSTAGE, AGGRAVATED ILL LOGIC
AND WHILE I KNOW THAT ITS WRONG, THESE WALLS STILL STAND STRONG
PLANS TO TAKE MY LAST BREATH WON'T STOP RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD
BUT I NEED TO COME TO GRIPS, ONE LIFE ONE CHANCE, THATS ALL WE ALL GET
SELF MEDICATE TO MAKE THESE VOICES GO AWAY
THE NEED TO SEPARATE MY DELUSIONS AND REALITY
ILL DIG MY NAILS IN AND CLAW MY WAY OUT
LIKE A BREATH OF FRESH AIR SUFFOCATE SELF DOUBT
THIS WAR WILL NEVER END, I WON'T SUBMIT
SOME LEFT TOO SOON, THOSE I CAN FORGET
I TAKE A HIT TO CLEAR MY HEAD, BUT I NEED TO COME TO GRIPS
ONE LIFE ONE CHANCE, THATS ALL WE ALL GET
ONE LIFE ONE CHANCE, THATS ALL WE ALL GET
Track Name: Enemy Planes
DEAR LUCIENNE I CAN COMPREHEND ALL YOUR EYES HAVE SEEN
IT ALL BEGAN THE SECOND TIME THE WORLD WENT TO WAR
ENEMY PLANES OVER HEAD RAINING DOWN BOMBS FROM ABOVE
THE SMELL OF SMOKE AND BURNING FLESH, YOU RAN FOR HELP, BUT THEY WERE ALL DEAD.
BEFORE IT STARTED, YOU SAID GOODBYE TO YOUR DEAREST FRIEND
AFTER YOU DEPARTED, SHE WAS FOUND IN PIECES, YOU FOUND HER HEAD
AND THROUGH IT ALL, YOU STOOD ALONE. YOU SAW THE BOMBS FALL, LOST IT ALL AND YOU STILL PRESSED ON
DEAD LUCIENNE I CAN COMPREHEND ALL YOUR EYES HAVE SEEN
AND IN THE END, YOU LEFT BEHIND BLOODY PLACES YOU'VE BEEN.
YOU ROSE ABOVE THE PAIN. YOU LEARNED TO LIVE AGAIN. YOU LOST EVERYTHING.
Track Name: Dead End
POISONED MINDS POISONING LIVES
JUDGEMENT FALLS, SEVERED TIES
PREY ON THE WEAK, PREY ON THE LOST
SUIT ILLUSION NO MATTER THE COST
IT WON'T BE LONG TIL IT COMES BACK AROUND
BLOOD THAT IS BOILED NOW PLOTS UNDERGROUND
HOW WOULD THEY FEEL IF THE TABLES WERE TURNED?
IF THEIR FAMILIES WERE KILLED AND THEIR HOUSES WERE BURNED
HEADS WILL ROLL FOR THIS SHIT
TWISTING WORDS OF A TWISTED TEXT
NO LOGIC NO SUBSTANCE LEFT
DISGRACE THE DEAD, MAGNIFY THE LOSS
ABOVE AND BEYOND, THE LINE IS CROSSED
IT WON'T BE LONG TIL IT COMES BACK AROUND
TIL THEY'RE GREETED WITH BRICKS AND THEY'RE BODIES ARE BOUND
HOW WOULD THEY FEEL IF THE TABLES WERE TURNED?
IF THEIR FAMILIES WERE KILLED AND THEIR HOUSES WERE BURNED
I WANNA SOLVE THESE PROBLEMS WITH GASOLINE
BURN THIS FUCKING CHURCH
IGNORANCE LIES HATE AND WASTE. THIS IS A DEAD END
I WANNA SOLVE THESE PROBLEMS WITH GASOLINE
BURN WESTBORO BAPTIST CHURCH
Track Name: Conscious Coma
I SWITCH IN AND OUT OF THE PRESENT AND THE PAST
EACH ONE BECOMES MY REALITY

GET ME OUT OF HERE I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM
GET ME OUT OF HERE I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM

I SEE THESE FACES, THEY SEEM TO KNOW MY NAME
I RECOGNIZE THEM, BUT THAT SHORTLY GOES AWAY

I'M IN A COMA BUT MY EYES ARE OPEN WIDE
MY LIFE IS FADING FAST, IM ALMOST OUT OF TIME

THIS IS TORTURE, I CAN'T CONVEY MY THOUGHTS
MY MIND IS IN DECAY, MY BODY'S OUT OF SYNCH

I'M IN A COMA BUT MY EYES ARE OPEN WIDE
MY LIFE IS FADING FAST, IM ALMOST OUT OF TIME

I'M STUCK IN A CONSCIOUS COMA
IF THERE'S A HELL, I'M IN IT NOW
Track Name: Just Like You Asked
WHEN WE FIRST MET YOU WERE READING WORDS ON FIRE
I'D BREAK MY BACK, I'D DO ANYTHING FOR A SMILE
YOU WERE DIFFERENT, ABOVE THE REST BY FAR
REMEMBER WHEN YOU ALMOST FLIPPED MY FUCKING CAR?
YOU FOUND YOUR WAY OUT
YOU LEFT ME IN AN ALLEY ALONE ON NEW YEARS EVE
I FELL INTO THE DARK IN A STATE OF DISBELIEF
THE TIME FLEW ON BY, THESE WOUNDS HEALED INTO SCRARS
THOSE LAST WORDS STUCK WITH ME, I ALWAYS WONDER HOW YOU ARE
I DIDN'T FORGET YOU JUST LIKE YOU ASKED
WHEN I SEE YOU WE;LL CATCH UP ON EVERYTHING
I'LL ALWAYS WONDER, BUT I DON'T EXPECT A THING
WE'LL TALK FOR HOURS AND SMOKE TIL OUR EYES BLEED
EVEN WITH THE UPS AND DOWNS I'M WHERE I WANNA BE
Track Name: Took My Place
TIME WAS ON OUR SIDE, NORTHBOUND I-75
A TIRED MIND AND CENTER LINES, BLUE AND RED FILLED MY EYES
ONE THOUSAND QUESTIONS REPEAT, BUT MY ANSWERS ALWAYS CHANGE
FACE TO FACE WITH DEFEAT AND THEY PULLED YOU IN TOO
BREATH IN BREATH OUT. WHAT ABOUT YOU? YOU DID NOTHING WRONG AND THEY GOT YOU TOO
I WAS DROWNING IN MY PAST MISTAKES
WHITE KNUCKLES ON THE WALL UNTIL THEY BREAK
YOU COULD SEE THE STRUGGLE WRITTEN ON MY FACE
YOU STEPPED IN AND TOOK MY PLACE
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS - WHEN THE BADGE BECOMES ABUSED
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS - TWISTED TRUTHS AND THE PLANTED EVIDENCE
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS - MISTAKES MADE AND LESSONS LEARNED
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED - MY BROTHER SAVED MY LIFE